" a dream, a desire that we cant make it the real life... "
* it's already long long time I dint have a wonderful dream, just happen in this morning. I dreamed, me and him get together, I thought it was real, and I cant believe it. I feel much happiness with him♥... and I awaked, everything gone, but I am still in the same mood that I had. appreciate a lots to the dream. thanks~♥
* I changed my blog's layout, love those colors, exspecially the polka dots, my favourite~~♥
Changing myself too, my attitude, my character, my prespective, my notion... change, change, change, I need to be more growning up, I am an adult now. cant be maddening easily, cant be foolish, and do not hurting myself anymore. I must ♥ more on mine. ♥ Polka dots more. =w= nonsense~ha~
For now, I need to more working hard on my make-up study, focus more on it. And English, hope to improve it more and more, ♥ English Lucky I have an dictionary in my hand-phone, so I can always use it when I need it. Really learn a lot in it. thanks phone-phone~♥
Recently, very upset and moody in my study place. But, this all will end up by now, I told myself, let it be, and learn to "ignore" all evil person+things, and be concentrate on my study. I can make it. ♥
As I recommed a him yesterday, I would like to share some he sang. Start to fall in love in his rythm, voice, feel so peace on top to toe. the rythm look alike a wind, goes into my body, touching every single parts... feel so comfort...appreciate~♥
↑ he say," I wanted it to be vindictive and personal, and to a certain extent, pitiful - because it had to be self aware. It was true to the emotional state I was going through at the time. I'd really had it prospecting for romance when all there really is is fake plastic. LOL. That's what happens when people lie to you; you start wondering if anything is real. "
* Admire of his voice and song a lot, it's Awesome~ " Sing It Back " one of the impressive song for me. Love the rythm, Love his voice, Love... everything...
