○ Dreamed

" a dream, a desire that we cant make it the real life... "




* it's already long long time I dint have a wonderful dream, just happen in this morning.
I dreamed, me and him get together, I thought it was real, and I cant believe it.
I feel much happiness with him...
and I awaked, everything gone, but I am still in the same mood that I had.
appreciate a lots to the dream. thanks~

○ Polka D●ts

" Po-Polka Do-Dots "



* I changed my blog's layout, love those colors,
exspecially the polka dots, my favourite~~

Changing myself too, my attitude, my character, my prespective, my notion...
change, change, change, I need to be more growning up, I am an adult now.
cant be maddening easily, cant be foolish, and do not hurting myself anymore.
I must more on mine. Polka dots more. =w= nonsense~ha~

For now, I need to more working hard on my make-up study, focus more on it.
And English, hope to improve it more and more, English
Lucky I have an dictionary in my hand-phone, so I can always use it when I need it.
Really learn a lot in it. thanks phone-phone~

Recently, very upset and moody in my study place.
But, this all will end up by now, I told myself, let it be, and learn to "ignore" all evil person+things, and be concentrate on my study. I can make it.

As I recommed a him yesterday, I would like to share some he sang.
Start to fall in love in his rythm, voice, feel so peace on top to toe.
the rythm look alike a wind, goes into my body, touching every single parts...
feel so comfort...appreciate~

Jerome - Fake Plastic by chrysostom

he say," I wanted it to be vindictive and personal, and to a certain extent, pitiful - because it had to be self aware. It was true to the emotional state I was going through at the time. I'd really had it prospecting for romance when all there really is is fake plastic. LOL. That's what happens when people lie to you; you start wondering if anything is real. "

" is a fake fake fake, illusion everywhere... "

○ Recommend a Him




* Admire of his voice and song a lot, it's Awesome~
" Sing It Back " one of the impressive song for me.
Love the rythm, Love his voice, Love... everything...

Jerome - Sing It Back (Moloko cover) by chrysostom

others...

Jerome - And It's You by chrysostom


Jerome - Medusa by chrysostom


Jerome - Silver For A Thief by chrysostom

○ 你不會。。。


(你不會,你不會,你不會,把我們的愛踩碎。。。)



* 3個月沒寫blog了。
我記得我告訴過我自己,blog都儘量記載開心的事情,可是現在我卻因為不開心而記載。

* 沒去新加坡學化妝,反而在本地開始學起化妝了。
不開心,學得很不開心,開始學得很亂,越來越模糊。
原來過程真的很難熬,很苦,真的很苦。
爲了以後,我必須咬緊牙關,撐下去,我一定能。

* 今天,一切感覺很不順利,很累,很亂,
不過想到過後會見Alfred(FB網友),心情都痊愈過來。
我應該一兩年沒去見網友了,這次在一次機緣,我們約了。
可惜,命運的安排,我們見不到面。
我,突然就像斷了翅膀的天使,從空中墜落下來。
突然身體和心情沒有了支撐點,很想立刻倒地算了。
累累的躺在巴士上,很想哭,整個人沒有靈魂似的,腦袋也空了。

剛剛在Chris那裡post的SHE 【你不會】,聽得我真的很想哭,但我累得哭不出。。。
我真的很想哭,有誰可以幫助我,求求你,讓我哭,
不然我真的很辛苦。。。很辛苦。。。